Seunghyeon was lost in thought for several days. Taemyeong, at most, I would just call it for a short time and I thought why bother so much, but when it became my job, my thoughts changed.
Since I can only call it a name for a few months at most, I wanted to give it a prettier name. But I couldn t think of a suitable name.
About a week after telling Jaeyoung to wait because he would make the decision, Seunghyeon finally raised the white flag.
I guess I just don t have any talent for this.
Is it that difficult?
… It just seems too childish. I wonder if it s insincere.
Even though it was a name that only he and Jaeyoung would call each other anyway, there were a few things that bothered him. It was a problem whether it was too simple or too complicated.
In fact, even if I decided on something cute, I wasn t sure if I would be able to call it that name. I felt embarrassed for no reason.
It s not that I didn t have a name that came to mind, but I felt very awkward saying that name out loud. And I also became anxious for other reasons.
… If this is difficult, how difficult will everything else be? Maybe I m too unprepared to be a good parent.
I felt anxious for no reason. Jaeyoung held Seunghyeon s hand and said.